Since then

Since then.. i have got stronger
since then.. i don't trust easily
since then.. i have learned my lesson
since then.. i've been working on gettin over it
since then.. you have talked shit
since then.. you haven't talked to me face to face
since then.. you haven't cared
since then.. i'm invisible
since then.. i talk to all your friends
since then.. i have acted like i don't care
since then.. i feel like i am a joke to you
since then.. i haven't told anyone the whole story
since then.. you think i'm pathetic
since then.. you hate my guts
since then.. you have got your friends involved
since then.. you talk to her and make me jealous
since then.. i've missed everything about you and the more i think about you the harder it is to get over it. i have tried almost everything. i don't like anyone and don't think i will for quite awhile. i have done things that i regret. i want to be a badass and live up life. P.A.H.A.I.C with be my new motto<3